Not looking up
Things are not looking up on a lot of fronts. Of importance is something I have been working on for almost the whole of this year. I have done my bit and now the ball is in someone else’s court. And that someone is certainly not responding.
In all fairness, it is a big project. In fact the biggest I have ever taken up in my life. I had thought the first part was the difficult one but now I realise that it was not.
I feel strained and stressed.
And I hate the hope that is there in my mind and soul even as I type this.
I so wish it could happen, I so wish it would happen…..I do not want to give up.
May be I should enjoy the process more, maybe then it will happen.
In other things, I have started missing home a lot. I am so far away from my family that I feel distanced simply because of the actual distance and time difference.
Maybe that is why people have kids. Some one who is your very own, till he/ she does not become a teenager atleast!
Anyways, am just a little depressed and sad. Hopefully I will come back with a more cheerful post tomorrow.